Blocking someone on facebook (or being blocked) isn't that big of a deal to me. i know i blocked some people because i felt that there is no way that i can be friends with them. there's one case where i blocked someone because i didn't want that person seeing my posts and commenting on them. but we still keep in touch through other avenues. likewise, i can understand if people block me because they don't want me knowing about their private life. but when someone blocks me off facebook, whatsapp, and (i suspect) even using the block function on the iphone, i think i can safely say that that person doesn't want to have anything to do with me any more. let me just get it out there...the feeling sucks. but well, all i can do now is smile, and learn to let it go.
last week was pretty boring. not much to update on, except that i TA-ed my first lab class. this time round, i got quite an even mix. out of 12 students, i think my group is at an almost 1:1 girl to guy ratio. interestingly, everyone in the group has a JC background. it kind of makes things easier for me, since i can roughly gauge their level of knowledge. on first impressions, they generally seem ok...nobody really blur or anything like that. then again, the first experiment is easy. nevertheless, i'm optimistic for a good teaching lab experience this semester.
the experiences i had today were good and bad. good being that i got to legally leave school during work hours and engage in retail therapy. truth is, my professor asked me to get CNY snacks for the lab, and the budget was $300. since it was claimable from my professor, i just went for it. he just got promoted to associate, so i figure he can afford it. the total came up to $257, so my estimation skills were not bad. have to say though, as the cashier was ringing everything up, there were several times i was afraid that the total would overshoot the budget. thankfully, it remained under. you know, i think the reason my professor asked me to go is because he knows i have a car. there are times where i wonder if it was a mistake to let him know.
bad is that we got safety-checked again. i was kind of shocked when the safety lead told the inspectors that i was the safety lead. the reason it shocked me is because when we last discussed this at the audit, i was still the assistant safety lead, and i had not been notified of any change from then till now. even if i had "officially" taken over, had i been in his position, i would have tanked it for my junior. but well. no major harm done. at least i've been in the lab long enough that i more or less know the procedures, so the hand/takeover should be relatively painless. and with me taking on the full safety lead responsibility, i think i should talk to my professor about passing the chemical ordering thing to someone else. only thing is, i don't know how to do it in a way that won't make me seem like i'm trying to sabo someone, or that i'm trying to push my responsibility. any good ideas?
met up with a judo junior for dinner. i haven't seen him much since he graduated from SJI and went to raffles, so it was good to finally catch him. only wish we could have hung out for longer, but he's got some funny baking project to do. it wasn't a random thing...i actually asked him out for 2 reasons. (1) wanted to buy him dinner before he enlists, and (2) to celebrate his birthday, even though i don't know when it is. that warrants a bit more explaining, i think. you see, for some funny reason, this guy doesn't want people to know his birthday. i don't know it, though i'm sure i could find out if i tried...but nah. too much hassle. i guess it's just a weird thing, like me and photographs. so anyway, i guess respecting his privacy is the way to go. but that doesn't help me determine when to celebrate his birthday. so, i thought that i'd just do it on a random day in january. it kind of serves the purpose, i guess.
guess that's it for now. i've got a japanese vocabulary quiz scheduled tomorrow, and for the first time in my NUS japanese life, i haven't studied for it. thankfully the class is at 12:00pm, so i can get in an hour or two of studying tomorrow morning. speaking of mornings, i want to blog about mornings...but that'll have to wait until the next post.
last week was pretty boring. not much to update on, except that i TA-ed my first lab class. this time round, i got quite an even mix. out of 12 students, i think my group is at an almost 1:1 girl to guy ratio. interestingly, everyone in the group has a JC background. it kind of makes things easier for me, since i can roughly gauge their level of knowledge. on first impressions, they generally seem ok...nobody really blur or anything like that. then again, the first experiment is easy. nevertheless, i'm optimistic for a good teaching lab experience this semester.
the experiences i had today were good and bad. good being that i got to legally leave school during work hours and engage in retail therapy. truth is, my professor asked me to get CNY snacks for the lab, and the budget was $300. since it was claimable from my professor, i just went for it. he just got promoted to associate, so i figure he can afford it. the total came up to $257, so my estimation skills were not bad. have to say though, as the cashier was ringing everything up, there were several times i was afraid that the total would overshoot the budget. thankfully, it remained under. you know, i think the reason my professor asked me to go is because he knows i have a car. there are times where i wonder if it was a mistake to let him know.
bad is that we got safety-checked again. i was kind of shocked when the safety lead told the inspectors that i was the safety lead. the reason it shocked me is because when we last discussed this at the audit, i was still the assistant safety lead, and i had not been notified of any change from then till now. even if i had "officially" taken over, had i been in his position, i would have tanked it for my junior. but well. no major harm done. at least i've been in the lab long enough that i more or less know the procedures, so the hand/takeover should be relatively painless. and with me taking on the full safety lead responsibility, i think i should talk to my professor about passing the chemical ordering thing to someone else. only thing is, i don't know how to do it in a way that won't make me seem like i'm trying to sabo someone, or that i'm trying to push my responsibility. any good ideas?
met up with a judo junior for dinner. i haven't seen him much since he graduated from SJI and went to raffles, so it was good to finally catch him. only wish we could have hung out for longer, but he's got some funny baking project to do. it wasn't a random thing...i actually asked him out for 2 reasons. (1) wanted to buy him dinner before he enlists, and (2) to celebrate his birthday, even though i don't know when it is. that warrants a bit more explaining, i think. you see, for some funny reason, this guy doesn't want people to know his birthday. i don't know it, though i'm sure i could find out if i tried...but nah. too much hassle. i guess it's just a weird thing, like me and photographs. so anyway, i guess respecting his privacy is the way to go. but that doesn't help me determine when to celebrate his birthday. so, i thought that i'd just do it on a random day in january. it kind of serves the purpose, i guess.
guess that's it for now. i've got a japanese vocabulary quiz scheduled tomorrow, and for the first time in my NUS japanese life, i haven't studied for it. thankfully the class is at 12:00pm, so i can get in an hour or two of studying tomorrow morning. speaking of mornings, i want to blog about mornings...but that'll have to wait until the next post.
-random thought of the day: Why do I feel not completely happy?-