Well. 17/10 comes but once a year, like all other days. but i look foward to it more than any other day of the year, excluding the holidays and a few other *special* days. why? here's a hint...look at my profile.

ever felt bad, receive a message from someone, and suddenly it's all ok? well, it does happen. in fact, it happened today. the person who sent the message may never know this, but my day got a whole lot brighter. thanks, if you come here. people can have a miraculous effect on others sometimes, be it positive or negative.

i'm a little sad. maybe depressed. nah...not really, but sad all the same. yet, from a casual observer's point of view...it's all fine...reminds you of Soujiro, no? always smiling, but inside's a mess.

looking at all my posts, i'm amazed at all the things which go through my brain in my day-to-day life. if i didn't have this, i would surely have exploded with all that excess stuff in my brain. besides, html designing takes your mind off *other stuff* and gives you a break. must be why i change the stuff around here so much. helps me forget unpleasant and unwanted stuff...until i'm 18 and can drink, anyway.

sometimes, words aren't enough to express what you feel. they don't convey enough feeling. the voice is still the best way to get the full message, meaning, tone, purpose and all, across. i wish i had the courage to use it in front of the target to tell them my honest feelings though.