Well, life's one big study cycle again. nothing much interesting going on. just looking through books and making myself believe that i can pull a miracle out of thin air. self-delusion once again. the scary thing is, it's working. chem practical's only about 9 days away, and once the first exam wave hits you, time just flies after that.

i still feel that i'm not doing enough for history. oh sure, i have some basic facts, but elaboration and linking is totally out of the window. a sudden impulse tells me to not even turn up for the history paper. looks like my L1R5 may come from 7 subjects after all.

this is the time for all the bad decisions to came back and haunt you/me/us like the persistent ghosts that they are. like subject combinations, choices of topics to spot, ignoring certain subjects altogether, and even placing too little emphasis on your stronger areas. so many regrets, so little time to make up.

and if that's not enough, i suddenly have the urge to redesign this and turn it into Open Up Your Mind - 5.00. i've even though of a couple of ideas already; either Sephiroth or Spiderman 2's Doctor Octopus. really shows my priorities, doesn't it?

-thingy of the day: "For of all sad words of tongue or pen, the saddest are these: 'It might have been!'" - John Greenleaf Whittier-