After one week, my notwantingtogotoschoolitis has pretty much cleared up by itself. school isn't so bad, especially with great classmates and friends. but promos begin next friday. not good. have to go into studying overdrive. as of now, my studying statistics are:

GP: 80%
Chinese: 45%
Maths: 30%
Physics: 35%
Econs: 55%
Chem: 75%

to be honest, i'm not too confident of getting an overall B aveage for the year, because in order to do that, i have to get a high B for almost all subjects this time round. that appears to be virtually impossible, even though heavy hints are being dropped for a few subjects.

i know i only have myself to blame for this, but i think maths will kill me. it may a bit too late to try and remedy the situation now, but still, a bit of effort is better than nothing. with enough effort, say 5 hours of study per day, i may turn that potential F or O into an A. but let's not aim that high yet. i'll be content with a B or C, as long as it's a good pass. so, it's time for the usual routine, ie. expectations:

GP: B3/A2
Chinese: C5/B4
Maths: D/C
Physics: C/B
Econs: C/B
Chem: B/A

well, that's about it. i'm off to do some maths. and here's a really really romantic song.

Leann Rimes - Looking Through Your Eyes

Look at the sky, tell me what do you see,
Just close your eyes and describe it to me.
The heavens are sparkling, with starlight tonight,
That's what I see through your eyes.

I see the heavens each time that you smile,
I hear your heartbeat just go on for miles.
And suddenly I know my life is worthwhile.
That's what I see through your eyes.

Chorus:
Here in the night, I see the sun.
Here in the dark, our two hearts are one.
It's out of our hands, we can't stop what we have begun.
And love just took me by surprise,
Looking through your eyes.

I look at myself, and instead I see us.
Whoever I am now, it feels like enough.
And I see a girl who is learning to trust,
That's who I see through your eyes...

Here in the night, I see the sun.
Here in the dark, our two hearts are one.
It's out of our hands, we can't stop what we have begun.
And love just took me by surprise,
Looking through your eyes.

And there are some things we don't know,
Sometimes a heart just needs to go.
And there is so much that I'll remember,
Underneath the open sky with you forever...

Here in the night, I see the sun.
Here in the dark, our two hearts are one.
It's out of our hands, we can't stop what we have begun.
And love just took me by surprise,
Looking through your eyes...
Looking through your eyes.

-thingy of the day: "If you believe, you can achieve." Shawn Michaels-