Frustration is no stranger to me, but i don't recall feeling this much of it in a while...like since leaving the army. anyway, there are 2 main sources of this frustration. you can probably guess that the first one is school. now that the semester is ending in about a month (already!!??), things are starting to come together. and by "things", i mostly mean deadlines for reports, projects, and the like. i'll probably manage ok at the end of the day, but the process still feels horrible.

the other reason for my frustration is kind of...stupid, i guess. remember how my stalker skills usually allow me to find people on the internet? well, they've failed for once. believe me, you have no idea how much i want to scream because of my lack of success. although i have a few leads, most of those which show potential require me to be on facebook. as much as i want to settle the matter quickly, i'm not about to reactivate my account yet. guess waiting for another 6 weeks or so won't kill me...though it might come close.

judo national schools is being held earlier this year...in a couple of weeks' time, as compared to july last year. this creates some inconvenience, as i have to miss some lessons for refereeing, instead of refereeing during summer break when things are nice and slack. well, i figured that if the referee director sees fit to ask me to referee despite knowing i'm otherwise occupied, he has his good reasons. so i got 2 (maybe 3, depending on how tomorrow's meeting with a lecturer goes) days off for refereeing. while it's not very smart to miss school, i figure that i can still catch up decently enough.

-random thought of the day: Obsessing over things and/or people is unhealthy.-