It's kind of sad, really...
one word describes my grades so far: abysmal. failed amaths. (31+37)/160, which is 42.5 out of 100, E8. maths was better than i expected, 57/80 and 66/100, averaging to about 69/100. one mark from A2. overall, total maths grade has deproved by 1. not good. quite heartbreaking, really. luckily, there's no need for suicide yet. however, there will be if chem screws up tomorrow. i'm counting on that A1.
feeling terribly depressed. not just because of results, but it feels as if my life's become a movie. it certainly seems to obey one of the movie rules, that is, when the main character is feeling a particularly strong emotion, something will pop up on tv or radio to complement this particular mood. coincidentally, this episode of a show that i was just watching was a rather sad one.
i've also just realized that my smile for the class photo was rather cocked up. looked twisted. the fun shot also lacked some enthusiasm on my side. nevertheless, still ordered one of each, both 5R. when i look back on it in 10 years' time, i don't know what i'll think.
what a way to start the week.
It makes me mad, really.
Wish I could blame a twister,
Or a...hurricane, or my pesky sister.
Wish I could blame away this feeling...in my heart.
one word describes my grades so far: abysmal. failed amaths. (31+37)/160, which is 42.5 out of 100, E8. maths was better than i expected, 57/80 and 66/100, averaging to about 69/100. one mark from A2. overall, total maths grade has deproved by 1. not good. quite heartbreaking, really. luckily, there's no need for suicide yet. however, there will be if chem screws up tomorrow. i'm counting on that A1.
feeling terribly depressed. not just because of results, but it feels as if my life's become a movie. it certainly seems to obey one of the movie rules, that is, when the main character is feeling a particularly strong emotion, something will pop up on tv or radio to complement this particular mood. coincidentally, this episode of a show that i was just watching was a rather sad one.
i've also just realized that my smile for the class photo was rather cocked up. looked twisted. the fun shot also lacked some enthusiasm on my side. nevertheless, still ordered one of each, both 5R. when i look back on it in 10 years' time, i don't know what i'll think.
what a way to start the week.
It makes me mad, really.
Wish I could blame a twister,
Or a...hurricane, or my pesky sister.
Wish I could blame away this feeling...in my heart.
-thingy of the day: The one good thing about a near-death experience is that it throws everything into perspective.-
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